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I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. HOW ?
Im officially feeling kinda bored now. I don't know what to do. Pfft ! Listen to songs. Bla bla bla.. No one to chat with lei. But now chatting with Christie. Im bored ++ im hungry. Haiyo.. Whaaaaaat to do lei???? Tmr lagi going in singapore like AGAIN. Mom got some errands to do. Me? Maybe following Christie for her job thingy. I feel so bad for not working with her coz Nad say her place got job vacancy so I have to go for the interview on wed :)) Woots~
Damn this flu. When I feel like sneezing, I cant sneeze. Pfft !
Okay people !! Im BOREEEEEEEEDD !!!
Heeeello ~ Im still up at this hour, its already 2.41am :D
Wana play counter strikeeeee ! Hehe..
- So..... He asked if I wana join him go longboarding today afternoon. It was nice of him to ajak me. Hmm.. Asl ehs? Okay, nvm. If I go pon, I do what sey? Nak longboard aper siioots? Haha! Merangkak? If only I have my own longboard boleh uhs. Haha! Bnyk2 ask me on msn when Im not really2 "online" -.- Tapiiii, he ask me pon I can't go out. Pfft! Grounded siiools. But I swear, I didnt even hear from my dad that I was grounded. My mom said so, she said that my dad ground me that day when I got scolded. Wth? Tak dengar pon....... Pape larh ehs mother. Now, its the second time that I cant go for Wan's gig. Cb ! Bought the tix already and now can't go. Mcm fuck sak hidop ! Sorry Wan and ur band that I cant turn up for the second time. I feel so bad. Sorry my lil cuzzy, Nadiah. I know ure gonna be upset with me, even if ure not I wana say Im sorry. Really. U know my parents, I cant disobey them. Im really2 sorry. I love you.
But how?? Memories about you are all over !!!
2011, is this how you set my life ??!!
I will try to stop developing feelings for you.
You asked, " biler nak quit? " So I said Im quitting. You, " It sucks to see my own friend drink " FRIEND. FRIEND. FRIEND. Its been said. Im just a friend to you. Ouch, it really hurts, badly. I want to cry, but I can't. Life.. To say, it sucks right now? I don't know. What I hope would be impossible. DONE.
I seriously miss my bandmates. Miss going jamming. It has been two weeks I guess that we didnt jam. Don't know why this week no session.
I Miss ! I Miss ! I Miss !
Im living in my own world where no one knows what is happening. Im like a day dreamer. My dreams will never come true. I wish my life will be great one day. To have someone that I really love by my side. See.. There I go again. Wishing for something/someone that will never be mine. Is this a test for me? To test how long I can be patient with this? Yes I am rite now. If Tuhan were to really test me, Im ready. Long ago. Because I always believe in this, if you're patient enough to wait, you will finally get it one day.
Hidop mendakkk !
Trying out this pic can upload anot. Haha! And yey ! Can ! Hee..
HELLO PEOPLE !
IM IN LOVE WITH A GUY NAMED MUHAMMAD ZAKI
PERIOD !!!!!
Hey Mr,
You want me to be your girlf? How is that possible? We barely know each other and you wana get serious? Are you even FUCKING KIDDING me?? You are fucking weird ! its impossible for me to get attached to you. No ! I don't even want if I were to be given a choice. This is ridiculous ! Omg ! And when I said let me think cz this is too soon, you went like "So I take that as a no. Im gonna ask you once. Than you want it to be too late than? " Your too late is when someone else have you, so? I dont give a FUCKING CARE ! Cz I barely know you ! You don't even know me larh fuck ! So now you're disappointed in me. WTF !! Fucking ridiculous siiaa you ! You don't wana bother me anymore? Okay than good ! OMG !
GO AWAAAAAAAAAAAYY !!!!!!!!
If I were to ask to change for the better, the reason for it would be you. Because why? I simply can't bear to see you go. I want you to stay. Will you? You're not mine. Yes, I know you're not mine. I know you were pissed when you got to know that I actually drink. Yes, I am sorry for not telling you. You cared, don't you? Just the way u talk or say it shows that u actually cared. But you wouldn't want to show it.
I would willingly change for you. I don't want to see you walk away for the second time. I can't bear. Please, I am so sorry.
Iloveyou.
Countdown was awesome ! Neva had so much fun. I went out with Nadiah, Wan, Syaa and Zan. We went to spore flyer. AND ! We bumped into two of my bandmates, Firdaus and Hafez and some of my frens that they both went along with. Didnt expect it. Haha was shocked when I heard someone called my name.
Around 10pm, Zan came. We couldnt wait no longer for him to help us to buy drinks. He came, aper lagi. Teros gi 7eleven. It was a perfect timing before the fireworks. It was fun. We were like a hell of drunken people that made so much noise during the fireworks. Abeh the people pt ctu all kental tk buat bising. Aft tat, bought 2 cans again. Went into the "forest" and saw 4 guys. Said happy new year to them in random. We were like crazy people. Haha!
I got so fucking wasted. I couldnt even walk. Imagine that. So the four of them helped me out cz I need to go home with uncle ali. Cb, i puked everywhr. Cant help it. Wan kene rabak, cz he was the one who walked me with my arms around him. I cant even walk larh. Somehow, I forgot what to say. Haha!
BYE!
